On October 30 I wrote a blog about my ups and downs. I've been doing quite well since then. I haven't had any overly unbearable emotional boughts. Today however was awful for absolutely no reason. I just walked around in a haze, grouchy, depressed, really only half there all day. This horrid mood has absolutely nothing standing behind it but it clings on so tightly. I can't shake it. I'm hoping that it's just an off day and not another run of down days. I seem to have no control over it and again it's not justified.
I'd rather not write about it but it's an ever present part of my life that stands forcefully in the way of my "being."
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